To To Joseph Sonnleithner
Vienna, C. March, 1804

Anderson v1 pg106-108 - letter #88



Dear Sonnleithner!

       Since it is so difficult to have a word with you, I prefer to write to you about the matters we must deal with -- I received yesterday another letter about my journey, and this one made my decision to travel your revocable -- Hence I most earnestly request you to see that by the middle of next April the book, which forms the poetical part, will be quite finished, so that I can press on with my work and so that the opera can be produced in June at latest, when I myself can help to produce it -- My brother has told you about my having changed my rooms. I took these only on certain conditions, that is to say, until better rooms could be found for me. The question had already arisen sometime ago and I just wanted to assert my right to them at Zitterbarth's when Baron Braun became the owner of the theater -- The rooms which the painter occupies upstairs and which are really suitable for a servant and nobody else, need only to be vacated; and then I shall have rooms which are suitable for me. Where upon my presence rooms could be cleared out for the painter and the question would be settled -- Since in my presence rooms the servant has to sleep in the kitchen, by now I have already had three servants -- and the third too will not put up with this arrangement for long, apart altogether from other inconveniences -- I know in advance it is everything depends again on the worthy Baron's decision, the answer will be no. If so, I shall immediately take my departure from here. Ever since we met, this treatment of me has been persistently unfriendly -- Well, so be it -- I shall never crawl --my world is the universe -- and now I am awaiting an answer from you about this -- because, moreover, I do not want to spend another hour in this wretched hole. My brother tells me that you complained about my having spoken against you. I beg you not to lend an ear to such miserable gossip at the theater -- the only fault I have to finding you is that you listen to readily to some people who certainly do not merit your attention -- forgive my frankness --
                                                                             Wholly your
                                                                                              Beethoven